Coma
(Lyrics: S. Ochsner)
Away I go. This season’s taking control.
Away I go. I give up, you grow cold.
Maybe I’m too blind, to see the other side.
Take your time. I’ll be here when you arrive.
Lose your pride, and leave it all behind.
Away I go. Through a door you’ve never closed.
Maybe I’m convinced, it was you that asked for this.
I hope you find what you’re looking for.
Bad Season
(Lyrics: S.Ochsner, J. Hall)
Burned out, on the floor.
I can’t pretend I care anymore.
Because I don’t.
I’m done with making sense.
Of all my selfishness, I’m way out.
There’s no way out.
It’s like I can’t find a way, will there ever be something more?
And if I can’t find a way will you stay with me through the storm?
If it tries to take you, don’t let go.
If I can’t find a way will you stay with me through the storm?
Burning in this season. Will you wait for me?
Believe. Will you wait for me?
I Am Laid Low
(Lyrics: S. Ochsner, N. Blazina)
I kept thinking to myself that I would be alright, but they turned the light on.
It’s not a problem if I keep it buried deep inside. So I turned the light off.
Everything that’s haunting me right now will lower me into the ground.
I kept thinking to myself that I would make it right, if I turned the light on.
It’s not a problem if it’s all a part of your design.
But I hate the fact that everything that’s taunting me and how, it will lower me into the ground.
And when we pass the plate, are you going to give or take it?
When we pass the blame, we’re never going to make it.
So let us call a spade, a spade, in spades. Was it worth it to know?
Into the ground.
Runaway
(Lyrics: S. Ochsner, J. Hall, N. Blazina)
If I could pull this all apart.
Where would I end, where would you start?
Sometimes it’s hard to see it through.
What if I give you all my pain.
Every broken piece my heart contains.
Sometimes it’s hard to see it through.
There’s things I’ll never confess, I’ll never speak. So I run away.
Afraid the pieces will fit, I resist and run away.
I’ll give you one, you give me two.
I’ll tell you lies, you speak the truth.
Sometimes it’s hard to look you in the eyes.
The fear is sinking further in. If you’re the end, how will I win?
They say that struggle is where the beauty lies.
Where in this world do we collide?
I feel the weight of the way I resist, and run away.
I will never win.
Capella
(Lyrics: S. Ochsner)
Maybe I’m not the one, the story you would tell.
Maybe I’m not the one, you didn’t need my help.
It’s not something we talk about, it’s nothing that you said.
It’s a sickness in my stomach, it’s a pounding in my head.
So I’ll leave this one here for you.
Maybe I’m not the one, I know I should be strong.
But maybe it was you, that taught me right from wrong.
And I’m sorry for the time we’ll never get back.
I’m sorry I’m afraid to admit that I loved you so much, I can’t stand the thought of failing you.
It’s not something we talk about, it’s nothing that you said.
It’s a slowing in my heartbeat. It’s a snake around my neck.
So I’ll leave this one here for you.
I’m not much of a singer, but I’m giving you this song.
To help you remember me, remember when I’m gone.